A self love letter to you, from you, Sunshine :)

Hello Sunshine,

How have you been doing these past few days?
I know, this is a touché topic to talk about these days but I hope things will get better real soon and we’ll all be able to forget this new normal and will get back to being out older selves with a few changed and better habits that we learned throughout this pandemic.

Sunshine, it is not always easy to be our best selves in all the situations but you’ve got to start from a certain point, right?

I heard you’ve been thinking that you’re turning into an emotionless being? That you have no idea what you are feeling and why.

Tell me something, didn’t you smile last night when your whole family was with you last night, enjoying dinner and watching TV while talking about your childhood memories they cherish till date?

Didn’t you embrace the wind you felt on your face while riding your scooter? Didn’t it make you smile?

Didn’t you cry when you thought about the fact that there might be a few years left for you to live with your own family before you’re married off in another family?

Didn’t you blush a little when your partner made you laugh a little on a video call a few days back?

Didn’t you feel the need to sit down with each of your family members and tell them that you care for them but it is hard for you to express your emotions so, smiling and nodding is the best you can do for them.

 

My dearest, you are turning into an emotionless being but it is the complete opposite, you have started to feel so much that there is no exit for those bundled up emotions left from your mind, body, and soul anymore.

Sunshine, there are hundreds and thousands of people waiting for you to just smile at them and it’ll make their day the happiest, then why are you wasting all these beautiful days on thinking about all the things that are out of your control?

 

For once, just let things go, my dear.
Embrace life as it comes
and you’ll fall in love with it
and its uncertainty.

Trust me, Sunshine
Yours Self

Take care, my love
For all I have is, YOU